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[08 Feb 2007|08:51pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

Even though I wasn't a huge fan of her,

R.I.P. Anna Nicole Smith

The cause of her death is unknown until Friday, though some think it was caused of a drug overdose or she took the wrong thing. She was found in her hotel room at the Hard Rock Hotel and Casino in Florida. 
Its kinda shocking. Never thought she would die so sudden. 
We will miss you.

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[20 Jan 2007|10:35pm]

"I am unique"

Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.

How to Get Along with Me

  • Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
  • Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
  • Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
  • Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
  • Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a Four

  • my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
  • my ability to establish warm connections with people
  • admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
  • my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
  • being unique and being seen as unique by others
  • having aesthetic sensibilities
  • being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What's Hard About Being a Four

  • experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
  • feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
  • feeling guilty when I disappoint people
  • feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
  • expecting too much from myself and life
  • fearing being abandoned
  • obsessing over resentments
  • longing for what I don't have

Fours as Children Often

  • have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original game s
  • are very sensitive
  • feel that they don't fit in
  • believe they are missing something that other people have
  • attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
  • become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
  • feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)

Fours as Parents

  • help their children become who they really are
  • support their children's creativity and originality
  • are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
  • are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
  • are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed
7 Will be OK | Call my name...

[31 Dec 2006|06:22pm]
[ mood | calm ]


3 Will be OK | Call my name...

[26 Dec 2006|03:48pm]
[ mood | calm ]

January- I'm too sexy for my shirt, so sexy that it hurts

February- ::insert angry rant here::

March- So much change is going on......& most of it is making me sick.

April- Are you cold?: No

May- I'm just gonna say this: 


June- I should have done his sooner....but I'm lazy!

July- I don't update much on here.


1. Grab the nearest book.

September- Ask me a question about the following things and I'll answer honestly.

October- Blah!

November-  It's a Thriller! Thriller Night! 

December- "Do not meddle in the affairs of Dragons, for you are crunchy and good with Ketchup!"

I noticed that I put more essays of fun things to do than what is going on in my life. Well, to be honest, not much. Yes, I need my license, a job, and I need to get into school. But it's not that simple. Maybe for you, but right now, not for me. 
Look, whatever upsets me, I try to keep it off of LJ. I dont want drama. I dont want anyone angry at me or hurtung someone's feelings or bother anyone with my problems when they have more important things to do.

Other than that, my Christmas was awesome!
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Merry Christmas [24 Dec 2006|07:00pm]
[ mood | content ]

Merry Christmas Everyone ^_^

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[19 Dec 2006|09:46am]
[ mood | calm ]

I have noticed something. Over they years, I have collected so many LJ icons. So I am giving some away.

Leave a comment, and I will give you a icon that reminds me of you. 


If you give me a pic you like, I can turn it into an icon. I can add words to it too. Just leave a pic and leave something that you want to say on the icon.

Or I can do both. Your choice.

3 Will be OK | Call my name...

Pirated from Leanna [17 Dec 2006|09:28pm]
[ mood | calm ]

In this post, talk with your icons, and *only* your icons. Post early, post often, and respond to whomever you want.

You can post an empty comment by simply typing "<" as your message.

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Happy Halloween!^_^ [31 Oct 2006|03:08pm]
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[12 Sep 2006|10:26pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I guess I should update. Not that it matters.

Well, AWA is just around the corner. 

Still working for my license. Couldn't drive the weekend. I hope I get it soon, because I am sick of being mobileless. 
I guess that is all I have to say. Later.

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[31 Aug 2006|12:28pm]
I hate sinus infections. Can't breath through my nose,  my tastebuds are messed up, and my head hurts.
I think I got it from someone at FT. Because this started on Tuesday. When I find out who is was, I'm gonna beat them with a stick
2 Will be OK | Call my name...

Brief Update [08 Aug 2006|02:29pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Things are going ok. Working my butt off at driving. The sooner I get my license, the better. Job hunting as well. I'll probably have more luck now that school is starting back.

Cant wait for AWA. I got my ticket and the room. Now the costumes. Costume A is going good. Got the skirt and sock/stockings, just need the shirt, the materials for the design on the shirt, and the shoes. Her weapon is optional. Costume B...I got everything but the wings, the boken(cannot use a real sword), and the long gloves. I had the gloves, but I lost one. Costume C...I just need to by it. Hopefully it will be there like last year.

I guess that is about it. Heh, and I thought being out of High School would be exciting. Will be once I get what I need.


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Something to do [01 Aug 2006|05:46pm]
[ mood | calm ]

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 3 sentences on your blog along with these instructions.
5. Don’t you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.
6. Tag three people.

Ok then...
"Dead Until Dark" by Charlaine Harris. The first book of the Sookie Stackhouse series.

"Arlene happened to drop by, and I asked her for help, because I just couldn't be in there alone with my grandmother's things, all so familiar and imbued with her personal odor of Johnson's baby powder and Campho-Phenique. So my friend Arlene helped me pack everything up to take to the disaster relief agency. There'd been tornadoes in northern Arkansas the past few days, and surely some person who had lost everything could use the clothes."

The series is really good. Can't wait for the seventh book.

Lets see, I tag geranium_dreams(Lisa), reishuto(Justin), and da_enchantress(Maddie

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Repost this if you love me! [20 Apr 2006|06:56am]
[ mood | calm ]


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Something..... [30 Mar 2006|10:02pm]
[ mood | calm ]

If you had me locked up in your house for 24 hours and it was just me and you and I had to do whatever you wanted, what would we do?
Have a conversation.
Make out!
Have hot passionate sex!
Watch T.V.
Read Manga.
Make me give you a massage.
Play a game.
Have your wildest fantasy come true!
All of the above.
Free polls from Pollhost.com
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[19 Mar 2006|09:07pm]
[ mood | calm ]

If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with/to me? All replies MUST BE anonymous...unless you want people to know your dirty dirty thoughts. Then repost this in your LJ. You might be surprised with the responses you get.

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[04 Mar 2006|02:31pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Music Shuffle Survey!!!
Body: Put your music library on shuffle and answer the questions with songs in the order they come up. Don't interpret it, just put it down... it'll be fun!

1. What's my mood like right now?
"Collide" Howie Day

2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
"Vindicated" Dashboard Confessional

3. What kind of person am I?
"Everyheart" Inu-Yasha ending theme(the fourth)

4. Am I loved?
"True" Ryan Cambrera

5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
"Crusify my love X Japan

6. What should I do with my life?
"Lonely" Forgot his name, but he's the lead singer of Matxhbox 20

7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
"Burn" Usher

8. What is my best quality?
"Sympathy" The Goo Goo Dolls

9. How does my sex life look?
"Coin Operated Boy" The Dresden Dolls

10. What's the meaning of life?
"Caught up" Usher

11. What do people think of me?
"White Flag" Dido

12. Would I make a good lover?
"Waiting for tonight" Jennifer Lopez

13. How crazy am I?
"Castles in the sky" Forgot the singer

14. Will I have a good life in general?
"Broken" Seether featuring Amy Lee

15. Can (insert name of someone) ever really love me?
"Sonner or Later" Breaking Benjamin

16. Can me and (insert name here) ever be more than friends?
"I'm not ok" My Chemicla Romance

18. Where will I be a year from now?
"Wake me up when September ends" Green Day

19. What is my biggest wish?
"Right here" Stained

20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?
"She will be loves" Forgot the singer

21. How will I die?
"Chariot" Gavin Degraw

22. What will happen after I die?
"Fukai Mori" Inu-Yasha ending song(the second)

23. How do my friends feel about me?
"We belong together" Maraih Carey

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Lovely [03 Mar 2006|05:35pm]
[ mood | calm ]

There's a beautiful person in your life: You! Maybe you don't see it, but others do. Sure, we all have moments when we wish we were prettier, skinnier, or younger. But true beauty doesn't depend on features, figure, weight, size or age. It transcends bad hair days and "fat clothes". Makeovers can only enhance it, not create it, because it comes from inside and radiates out. Don't get so caught up in comparing yourself to others that you can't see yourself clearly. Face it. True beauty is a part of you!

repost it as "lovely" if your feeling it.

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[01 Mar 2006|07:09am]
[ mood | depressed ]

So much change is going on......& most of it is making me sick.
For the past month, stuff has happened that either pissed me off or made me sad.
One I can fix but it's taking a while.
One I HOPE I can fix.
One I have to wait until June.
One I wish I could fix.
& one that I have NO FREAKIN' CLUE how to fix nor do I know as to WHY it happened in the first place.
& most of this happened before I turned 18. BLAH!
I SOOOOO need a vacation......badly!

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^_^ [16 Feb 2006|04:25pm]
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::yawns:: [26 Jan 2006|07:22am]
[ mood | tired ]

I'm really tired.-_- I wanna go back to bed.
My neck is still sore. But only on the left side. It only hurts when I lean my head a certain way, or when I push on the sore spot. I still don't know how I hurt it. Bah!
I WANNA SLEEP!::falls::ZZZZZZzzzzzzzz......

3 Will be OK | Call my name...

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